Whatever...

I'm still at 196.0 today.
I haven't even had dinner yet because my parents
want to go out. So that's already a garentee of 500 cals.
Plus I already had a cookie and a pack of mike and Ike's
for lunch today.

That's about 9oo cals today and I gained weight from
last night. 0.2 of a pound might not seem very much,
but when you're fighting to loose 80 pounds, every bit
helps.

Plus I'm already on my second coke zero and I have one
more here in case I get weak.

My clothes were starting to get loose... My mom was
already talking about going on a shopping spree with me.
And now I've put the weight back on?
I dont fucking want FAT CLOTHES!!

I'm not allowed to go shopping until I am in the 170's.
That will be forever now that I'm a fat pig who can't
stop eating....

Fuck My Life

-Sam;;
-PeaceEZ