So was invited to two parties on friday for halloween.
One seem's pretty sketch, because I don't know many
of the people going and the other is filled with lame
kids who think if they drink more they will be cooler.
I don't want to just sit at home and rot, I wanna go out
and do something.
Last Time I Checked I Was At 196.8 lbs.
My goal for friday is 92 lbs.
That means I have to lose 4 lbs in 4 days.
I've never been able to lose a pound a day for a whole
week. Generally I lose a pound one day, then don't lose
anything the next.
Of course then I go out on the weekends and stuff my
fat face full of the most disgusting food ever.
The key to success is not eating past 6pm at the latest.
5pm would be more perferable.
Other blogging Ana/Mia followers say to use laxitives or
milk of magnesia. I'm a little worried about useing them.
I don't want to get hooked and purgeing is dangerouse
enough.
It's Just... I want to lose 5 pounds every 7 days and i
don't even know if that is possible. I haven't seen my
ex-boyfriend/ex-best friend in like 2 months and i
want to show up to his birthday party in december
looking a lot skinnier.
My goal for his birthday is 167 and he's throwing it on the
6th of december. At the least I want to be in the 170ies,
but i want to be skinnier.
Then I can go shopping for awesome sexy clothes and show
off to that idiot that i dumped him for a reason...
I'm way to cool for him.
But right now, I'm not.
I'm fat.
196.8 ...
I've lost 24 pounds.
I want to lose 63 by his party and I will do it!!
Goal Weight: 110.
I haven't been ana or mia through a christmas season before
so I don't know what will happen.
The most I will alow myself to put on is 5lbs.
Anymore and I might aswell be 220 again.
But lets say I stay as 160 through december onto january...
then i get serious again...
i could be 110 by March 20th 2009.
That's like 5 months.
I don't know if this pound-a-day thing will work though.
If it does, I'll tell you!
hopefully I'm 195 tomorrow!!!
oh btw, i hear your body only starts eating it's fat every
12 hours...
So that means you have to be starved for 12 hours in order
for your body to eat itself.
THAT is why i dont eat in the morning.
-Sam;;
PeaceEZ
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