Goals

For the last 3 years I have been living with the realisation that I've got Bipolar Disorder ...
Even more recently I've picked up an even more dangerous mental illness; bulimia...

I actually don't care what all of you out there think, unless you are willing to support me...

I've left my comments open so anyone can post absolutely anything...

Unless you've lived with the illnesses you will never trully understand it...

Bulimia is more then just bingeing and purgeing to lose weight,it's about

control.

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Currently I am 199 pounds; yeah, i know it's horribly disgusting.

My goal weight is 110 pounds; but I'm content with anything lower

then my weight now.

When I started this dreadful journey into mia's harsh grasp, I was

sitting at 220 pounds.

21 pounds lost... 89 left to go.

Today I fucked up in more ways then one...

In the end, i managed to eat 1950 calories. Normal people eat that much.

Of course, i did purge up most of it, but how successful is it at getting rid of calories?

In the end, as long as i don't gain, I'm happy.

-Sam;;

PeaceEZ