Heyy

Well today is october 30th, and I feel as fat as ever.
It's actually really bad today.
All I had was a medium latte and I gained a pound.
When I got home I was 195.0
I was so pissed, I made myself the fattiest sandwich.
It must have been 600 cals.
So so far I've had 800 cals.
Luckily I purged some of the sandwich... but we wont
know the damage until tomorrow.
At least my dad is going out tonight so I can hop on
the treadmill and work some of it off.
I want to burn 600 cals...

Today I'm supposed to be 193... ugh!!
maybe by tonight I will be at least 194.
I'm sick of being fat and I want to be beautiful.

Well tomorrow, I'm going with my friend taylor to this
russian party where she wants to do E and play
russian ruilette.
She's a retard!!

So me and emily are leaving early before we start
seeing people die...

We're going over to April's house to smoke some weed
and just chillin to about 3am with some guys. It's going
to be a lot cooler then russian ruilette with randoms.

Anyways, I'll be back for an update on my weight in
a bit!!
Hopefully I can get back down to 194 by tonight.

-Sam;;
PeaceEZ