Well...

I haven't written in awhile because I went to Nelson
for 6 days.
AND I ate like a pig. I didn't have a scale so I was so
fucking worried I'd be back in the 200's.
I was sitting in the car, going home, and I was prepareing
myself mentally for seeing the scale read "212"...
LUCKILY when I got back tuesday, it was only 198!!!!
I ate more then 2000 cals a day and I lost weight.
The night before I left, i was at 199!

I couldn't believe it.

So currently, I'm at 195.6...
I was only planning on being 196 by today, but obviously
I'm not complaining.

These new people I've been hanging out with... well...
they don't even acknowledge me.
Only one guy and two girls in the group even talk to me.
One other guy is a complete ass to me and makes me feel
like shit all the time.
I don't know what to do anymore... maybe when I'm
skinner people will like me more.
I hope so.
The one girl who introduced me to these guys thinks of me
as this loser and doesn't even talk to me very much
anymore.
It's like she realises I'm not cool enough to chill with them
either.
WoW.
So much for friends.

whatever, i'll be a loner from now on. a fat disgusting loner.

today i ate 4 peices of toast and peanut butter.
aswell i had a peice of chicken, colsolaw (idk how to spell it),
a pita combo at school with veges, pitas, and sauce.

FAT COW!

Sometimes I wish I could curl up and sleep my highschool
years away...

-Sam;;
PeaceEZ