Here I Am...

I've officially had enough of this bullshit...
I shouldn't be back up to 197, but the fucking machine
says I am.
Today I'm supposed to be at 191...

I decided to try this laxative thing, the milk of magnesia...
I poured myself a cap full and drank it (it's disgusting)!
Then I go and read the instructions and it says that I'm
only supposed to have 15mL. [I had 60]

If i don't ever write again, you'll know I shit myself to
death. haha.

Hopefully I'm at 194 by the end of this...
and tomorrow i can be 193...

I'd really like to be 193, but lucks never on my side.
Although all I ate today was a mac and cheese and some
bread.

600 cals...

ugh... I hope this works... I need to be happy again!!!
I'll write back when this is all over
[they said 1/2 to 6 hours]
...

-Sam;;
PeaceEZ