Snow!!!

Finally There is Snow On The Ground!!

It's already half way through November and there
was no snow!! I Love Canada.
Anyways, this means that ski season is about to
start. Lake Louise opened last weekend, but only had
one run open; Wiwaxy.
I'm so excited... anyways....

I skipped out on worship today because I was in no
mood to talk to people about my feelings. All I did today
was eat like a pig then go and lie down and cry the weight
away.

Currently, I'm 194.4...
my stomach is growling...
and I still have to have dinner with my parents.

I always gain weight on the weekends because I eat so
much. At least during the week I spend majority of my day
either at school or sleeping so I cant eat then.
I really want to be 189 by friday...
can you believe in my orginal plan I was supposed to be 187
two fridays ago.
I'd be in the 70ies by now...
Well... I'm having trouble getting out of the 90ies but I know
I'm going to be able to do it by the end of the week.

ALTHOUGH...

Friday I'm going to see Twilight with my friends and there's
going to be lots of tempation there. Then after that I have to
go to my mom's candle party... and it's not even a candle party
it's more like a food party...
people eat more money in food then they do on candles.

So either I'm going to stay strong and only order a large diet
in the theater and purge everything at my mom's candle thing.
Or I'm going to fuck up a weeks worth of dieting.

I want to be in the 70ies by Tyler's Birthday. Then in the 60ies
by mine.

15 pounds in 3 weeks...
5 pounds a week...

wish me luck!!

-Sam;;
Peace EZ