Well I know I haven't been on here in awhile, but that's because I was soo embarressed. This weekend I ate like a cow and gained all my weight back. Sunday night I weighed myself and I was at 192.2 again. I was soo mad!! Then monday I didn't make it any better and I still ate a lot but I ended up loseing a pound. Well... today I weighed myself and I'm at 186.6. That's a good number, but I've never gotten passed 185.0... I was really hoping I could finish the week with 184. Tomorrow I'm chilling with my friends all day, so I doubt I can stay away from food. I just dont know what I'd do if I am stuck this fat forever.
Hopefully the only thing I have tomorrow is a latte and maybe a small treat.
I just wish I could be one of the pretty girls that can eat whatever they want and not get fat because of it. I've never been skinny in my life and until recently, I was considered "obese" by modern society which fucking grosses me out.
Now I'm just overweight... overweight and practically a whale.
I don't know what to do, I just want to be happy and beautiful.
It's not like I've never had a boyfriend before, I've actually had 4, but I don't want to be some guys fat pity date anymore. I mean, i doubt they thought that of me, but I felt like it...
I will get there!
My Goal; 120... 66.6 pounds left.
I can do it!!
-Sam;;
PeaceEZ
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