Hey Hey Hey

Back Again. Still feeling worthless.
God, i look at myself in the mirror and I want to cry.
fuck i hate it.

im just about to go check how much i weigh now.
hold on...
im 173.6lbs

Slowly losing... not fast enough.
I hate myself. soo much.

HEYY!!

It's been such a long time!!
I've been a pretty huge failure as well. Honestly, i should be so much lighter then i am right now, but im not.
When I got home today i was at 175.6lbs.
Then I went and had 3 peices of bread, a bowl of curry, and 2 ginger ales.
That's 940 calories right there. god.
i feel like such a pig.